LOST!!

Lost….3rd August 2014

What is the worst thing that can happen….

You can lose your things; you can lose your comfort

You can lose money; you can lose your belongings

You can lose property; you can lose your roof

You can lose your loved ones; you can lose the ones who love you more

But tell me what to do -

When-

You lose yourself; you lose faith

you lose the feeling of belonging

you lose the cherished memories only the darkness engulf you

you lose the ability to love, to expect, to laugh and to enjoy

you lose the desire to live and want to succumb in the night

And Please please please tell what you do when-

You WANT to be lost….

 

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Its been years that I have written; or may be written but did not want to share it here...
yea that is exactly what happened..
Past days have been troublesome to put it lightly; I don't want to say much about it here...
But I do want to say how I feel today...
What past has taught me
What shadows now follow me
What I carry with myself
It might or might not matter to everyone else..
But for me it an experience I pray no one has to encounter
and though its the cruel reality of the very world around us all
I pray that who so ever encounters it shall have the strength to bear it and move on in life...
To all my fellow survivors "Have a little faith, Hold on a little longer. Lord is watching over us all.. Don't give in to sorrows. You think its beyond your limit then happiness is just beyond the corner. He is simply testing our Faith.. Pray and stay True.. He is your Witness; He is your Partner.. "

What do you Name when you try and write about your life experiences after dying and then being alive again... . The Rising... The Re-awakening... ??? The Phoenix ...

I am not even sure I want to title this post...
How do I describe this feeling of writing again.. of wanting to write again.. of have small pieces of my soul coming back again...
Being Lost but Finding my Way back to Self
The belief that Not is All is lost
there is still hope and there is still a way forward..
A friend of mine said now that you have finally hit the ground there is only one way and that 'UP'
That's a good advice.. When things look bleak and blurry; these are the kind of words one would wanna listen...